Just don't really believe that time pass by as this speed... It's gonna be a new life soon! I don't really know how to express the feelings now... Am I gonna miss someone badly? There's so much of question mark...
Seriously, I'm afraid of things since i'll be going there alone without my parents... I know that I gotta be really really strong this time, there's won't be anyone close to rely on...
This is the path that i chose, this is my ambition and this is what i want... There's nth i could do but just try my very best... The future is in my hand, I am the master that could change everything. I'm gonna prove everything with my hard work..
I promise i'll work hard... I don't want to regret on anything! I know it's hard trying to be strong out there... But the only things i could do was holding back my tears and move forward. That's the way we can grow and that's what life is.
I need resistance on lots things... I'm not gonna have any relationship, what i want was just concentrate on studies. I don't wanna make anyone to worry bout me...Arhh... hw could it be so hard trying to be strong!!!
Nt much time left for me, just few days to go. I wanna spent it with my family.. No matter whatever happens, I'll just face it bt nvr try to run away... Gonna be brave!!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Holding back my tears and move forward!
Posted by M!cHell3 at 1:07 AMMonday, August 31, 2009
聚一聚...
Posted by M!cHell3 at 11:29 PM哈哈...今天出了一整天,早上跟Ah Soon去city mall...Huu~~~花了很多钱啊!花最多是在买书咯,可是我超开心的,有书看咯!在亚庇找书真的超难的...就连popular也越来越少我想要的书了,不然就真的非常贵!
这两张是在Old Town拍的...我们心有灵犀的穿了同样颜色的衣服!
这是在Popular和红庆买的三本书...有两本是橘子的作品,我找了很久了...另一本是穹风的作品,觉得他的作品还不错...这是我大算带到澳洲的书,在那里要找华文书恐怕是难上加难的事了...


和Ah Soon逛完后回家冲了凉就再去Upperstar和朋友聚一聚...因为下星期就要飞了,而且大家那么久没见了。转眼间他们全都要考统考和A-level了...时间真的过得很快。要加油噢!
++和婉瑜
我和婉瑜
我,++和婉瑜
我和Ah Soon
我和Jason
我和Ryan
哈哈...还有一星期,真快!昨天开是收拾行李那些的...Walaoweh!快晕了,我好像什么都要的样子...如果可以把房间搬过去真好!幸好有妈咪帮我,不然我还真的不知道要从何收起...
Yoohoo~~~等下可以睡到自然醒了...我很累啊!从上星期到现在都没睡多...现在下着大雨,好舒服噢!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
像发了场梦...
Posted by M!cHell3 at 5:26 PM昨天是我在日船的最后一天了...这篇会很长很长噢!好舍不得,在那里7个月多了吧!有好多好多的回忆,真的是毕生难忘的...这一切好不真实,只是觉得,好像发了场梦。七个月多了吗?好像没察觉到...其实在那里真的很幸福,每天只有开心的笑,还能吃丸子...老板不是就会请喝茶,一个星期里总有几天会有老板褒的爱心凉茶,下午有时就有面包当下午茶,幸福吧!那里的工作量对我来说真的不重,不过还是有忙的时候...
这个地方让我成长很多吧!首先我学会了如何去适应这不曾碰触的地方...认识了这班人是我从来不曾想像的事。从他们身上真的学了很多,比如说人生道理吧!
这个是店长Jason,就像我的干爹一样!很喜欢跟他一起吃饭,因为除了不用一个人,他总是会说很多东西。我觉得他是个很有学问的人,很多事情都难不倒他,而且之前他是在杂志社工作的...他说话总是风趣,该认真时就有威严,也很疼老婆噢!这是在日船工作了几个月后我们一起拍的。
这是上个星期拍的吧,因为要离开了,所以想拍些照留念...店里新的规矩是必须带帽的。看看吐舌头的他,很可爱吧!希望他老婆可以顺利生产,baby也健健康康!要好好保重噢...
这是成天跟我打闹的那位...总是爱我叫他哥哥!老实说,我真的也把你当哥哥啦!他是让我改变很多的人吧...他让我变得很多话,因为他很乐观,是他告诉我‘做人不开心死掉算了’!无论怎样,就是要笑一笑...不开心时总会有办法让我笑起来!
我很喜欢这张照片^^...很少有机会跟他拍照,因为他不爱拍照,拍照也从来不笑!
跟他拍的照片都是几个月前拍的...幸好之前拍了!因为我走前他人在斗湖了,还没回来。还记得他以前请我吃雪糕,零食那些的...在他去斗湖前也请了我喝茶。他没有妹妹,所以想要有个!还记得上回--笨蛋+傻瓜+笨笨的+傻傻的=饭铜--的公式吗?是他发明的咯...
爱叫我傻瓜的也是他...跟他相处真的是件很开心的事!倒是我有很多的对不起想说呢...真的很希望在往后的日子还能和他们有来往。那么多人当中,跟我较熟的就jason和他,因为在我来这里工作时店里的丸子师夫就只有他们两个...
Hmm...我希望他快点找到个女朋友,如果结婚也要通知我噢!也希望他身体健康,事事顺利。
p/s:最近病了真的要好好照顾自己噢!真的好希望在离开前可以看到你,我还没好好的跟你说再见...
这位是我的徒弟,我教过那么多人,大该有5个吧!觉得她表现最好,也很聊得来...她不是华人,但说起华文还挺准确的...

这是来了大概两个月的丸子师夫吧!我觉的她很厉害耶,那么多人学就她学得最快,大概两个星期就能上场了...她很可爱吧,也是像我小小的,大家都叫她小孩子,不过她实际年龄还比我大2岁...
她也很爱说话,总是有聊不完的事...
这是在我之后才来的员工,不过不是我教的...她也不是华人,不过真的会说华语。我离开了就她是在那里最老的part time员工吧!哈哈...
其实有很多事情是说不上来的...你可以想像7个多月里可以发生多少事!我只是知道,这段时间也许是我从来不人为会出现在我生活当中的...也是我过得最开心,最难忘的!真的很难说我的心情是如何...7个多月就真的那样就结束了吗?非常非常不舍>.<
谢谢你们带给我的一切,那会是我毕生难忘的一段日子!
这是一个好朋友送我的一段话,谢谢你!我会尽力,我会努力,只为了不让自己有遗憾!
dream whatever you desire to dream, go whatever you wish and seek whatever you desire for life is unique and depends how you shape it!
the future mist of doubts will be cleared if you dare to take one step nearer to your dream..
Thursday, August 27, 2009
开心最重要^^
Posted by M!cHell3 at 11:33 PM嘻嘻...还有十天,现在只让自己开开心心,不想太多。今天是我最后一天上晚上的班了,还有接下来的两天都是早上...Hmm,很舍不得耶!再怎么说也在那里待了有7个月多吧,都是开心的日子,好多好多的回忆!还以为可以好好的和他们道别,没想到福新去了斗湖,怎么不早说啊?
丸子啊丸子!迟点就没得吃咯...有人说可以寄给我噢,到时还能吃吗?啊啊啊~~~...我还没开始收拾行李呢!真的不知到要从何收起...还有很多东西还没买噢...最近真的是想吃什么就吃到饱啊,因为迟点就没有了...之前在槟城真的吃不够啊!
最近花了点时间和朋友聚一聚,所以有点忙,没天都几乎安排了些事情做...这星期是台北公开赛,不过好像没什么球员参加,就连livescore都没有...我怎么觉得8月好像不知觉就溜走了,特别是我在吉隆坡和槟城的那段时间,难到旅行的时间过的比较快吗?之后回来生病了几天好想莫名其妙的过了几天...
Heee...还有两天的工作时间,要好好的过咯!
Monday, August 24, 2009
我的选择
Posted by M!cHell3 at 10:52 PM烦烦烦...还有两个星期就要离开亚庇了,已经订了从亚庇到吉隆坡的机票,9月7号下午4点10分的飞机,在马航机场。可以来送我噢!
不晓得怎么说,我想快点离开这里,开始新的生活。很多人不停的问好多好多问题,我一点都不想回应...亲戚们都在问,为什么要去那么远,护士槟城也能读啊!我想说,如果让我选,槟城会是我第一个不想去读书的地方...我是很喜欢那里没错,可是绝对不会选择在那里读书!因为我想要新的开始,去一个我没有认识的人的地方...我可以很明确的说,我不是贪玩,因为我很清楚自己在做什么!而且我已经有了心理准备,以后很大可能性在那里工作...
我不知道我的选择是对是错,因为无法预知未来嘛...可是我一直都对自己说,选了就不要后悔,只能往前看,唯有努力才能对得起自己。可是有好多好多的事情都不在我顾虑范围内...好像不是对和错那样而已...
我就是天生爱想很多,想要做到顺其自然很难啊...不过我就是不能到最后一秒才去想等回会怎样,好没有安全感!
啊啊啊...我姐说也许能来吉隆坡机场送我!好开心...我不久前才见到她,现在就想念她了,看来我到了澳洲真的会超想念她的...姐,我到时带丸子给你吃吧!刚刚和她通电话,讲了半小时多,这个月的电话单,完蛋了!
我还有4天的工作时间,这星期六last day了...终于,在那里7个月了吧!说要走,现在真的是要走了...时间过得真快,到时后我会分享一些照片,和他们照了很多,迟点也会洗给他们。
现在我能做的只是好好的珍惜所有的事物,时间...知足而乐!又是一场硬战要来了!
Something nice=)
Posted by M!cHell3 at 12:21 AMArhhh... I love this so much larh^^ Thx bro=) This is actually a key chain with all kind of occupation... Here I gt mine---> nurse
My bro gave it to me today, it's so cute larh... He said he bought this in Amsterdam, quite expensive. You cn get all sort kind of occupation even taxi driver oso...There's another for my sis---> pharmacist
Here's d front part( Is it cute? I'm sure Geraldine love it as well)
Back part
Front
Back
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Nice day^^
Posted by M!cHell3 at 11:47 PMHehe^^ It's quite some time that I've nt meet pinkies! If I'm nt mistaken it's more or less a yr that I didn't get to meet them. Hmm... Rita fetch me up at my hse and headed to Foo Yuan at asia city, it's Danell favourite kaya bun there!
We reach there quite early and have my breakfast first... hehe^^ it's quite late already that time! So sad that clement, rose, mei yuan and the others didn;t make it to join us. So its just me, jass, ah bel, rita and her daughter... A big welcome to ah bel for joining KK pinkies! Nice to meet you=)
Here's our group photo at Scecret Recipe! haha... i have my craziest meal with them! It's hard to explain what happenend, bt we just met with a cute waiter there. And they started flirting him... It's so funny, even that waiter also keep laughing... Wondering why hor??? We all worried ltr we gt black listed nt to go there again nxt time...kakaka=)



Bt seriously, he really gave tel no to us... He wrote 3 numbers on a piece of paper... Hee... I'm nt interested with that larh... jz simply playing around! I really have a nice day laughing like crazy larh^^
Looking forward to hang out with them again before leaving to adelaide... Thx guys, I'm so happy today^^ Ooops... Someone fell in love with the smile of the waiter... Everyone keep saying he's so cute when smile...hee...

















