Seems like I seldom write my blog in english except last time when I was in the airport... I don't really know why, but I was a bit down recently, my happy mood could just turn moody in just a seconds... Gosh, what happened to me? I should be happy with everything I got given by the God... I should try hard to treasure everything right?

I'm trying to cheer up myself, but yet... I end up listen to this song, the melody was really nice and touching... this song doesn't make me happy neither, I almost cry! This is so sad... This song played by Yiruma-- a korean pianist... erm... maybe i should say its instrumental... Although this is the first time i listen to Yiruma's piano, but I love every single of it, he's really a great composer and pianist! I heard that there was Yiruma's song in the Twilight movie, but I'm not sure with it...You will actually feel so comfortable listening to this, but listen to this when you are moody will really make you cry.. I can't control my tears!

Please use your 4 minutes time to listen this song... Maybe you will be feeling more relax?

Lol... What's wrong with me actually? I don't even know why am I having such feelings... Btw, I feel so tired, not just simply my body, but my mind also happen to be... I knew my dad going to Kinabal Park next week, and the most important thing is, he'll went to Pine Resort! Dad, can you bring me with you? I want a holiday! I love Pine Resort... I wanna have a good rest there... Hopefully he'll bring me...

Sometimes I found that a bit funny, we always thought that we or ourselves were a simple person... But later on we'll realize that we are the most complicated one? Getting to know others was far way easier than understanding yourself! Sometimes you get to know what people want but you actually don't know what you want, is it?

Can't believe that time passing by like rockets, it's 8th of april already, yeah! My sister coming back soon on next sunday, I miss her so much! I hate to sleep alone, I really feel so lonely with that, can you imagine my life just with my parents? Sharing your story with your parents was something totally different if you share it with your brothers and sisters... So please! Come back as soon as you could... Let's be food hunter together, I know you miss the food and help me on with gaining weight!

I found that these days i get to be easily affected by whatever things happens around me, I've been so sensitive to everything, that's one of the reason I'm down i guess... Give me a hug please, i need to be strong... I used to be quiet when I'm not really happy, as I don't feel like talking, but I don't want the others to worry about me, they realize that I always keep quiet when I was not really happy... But pretending to have a big smile on my face is tiring!

So just let it be, it's ok for me... I just want everyone around me feels happy all the time, it doesn't matters how I feels, that's not important... Let's have a good night, smile in your dreams^^