I watched Charlie St. Cloud just now, one word to described, 'AWESOME'!! It's really worth watching. For those who thinks that you're probably lost somewhere in your life, watch this. You'll figure what things means in your life. I'm not after Zac Efron after all, so that's not the main point that I'm eyeing on this movie. Yeah right, he's good looking but that's not the main point in this movie. I saw the trailer when I watched 'Going the Distance' last time.

Well, it was so damn touching. It's about the value of relationship between brothers and your love one. It was about live, love and let go. When we live on we get involved with love, when dealing with love, there's time that we actually have to let go. Let go, because we need to go on. If you're given the second chance of live, it really means something. I cried like crazy in the cinema.

Maybe I've really seen how precious life is when dealing with death at work. Part of the reason that I would actually love being a nurse was being able to deal with people's life experience and learn from them. Everyone single one of them have their stories and it's really interesting. After all, it still depends on how do you look at things. Put your heart in there and you might be able to discover something.

I wonder why, but I've been writing a lot recently. I have no idea where to splash out all those thoughts in my mind. The only way was just write in down.

At some point, I really do understand that there's things that I need to let go. It's not that I can't make it. But, there's things that was not sure. Do I really know what I want? It's gonna take some time. Stop playing around, stop coming to me when I'm at the edge of making it through, be honest to yourself, make things clear please. There's a lot of things that I actually don't mind but it really doesn't mean I don't care.

I would actually love to watch Charlie St. Cloud again=)