Saturday, April 30, 2011

Back to reality

Well, it's really time to be back to reality, I've been back to Adelaide for 10 days but it seems like ages for me. In fact, I'm back for ten days and I've been working the previous 8 days=P I have no idea what am I doing at the moment. I'm just trying to WORK, WORK AND WORK!

I sounds like a workaholic aye?! Honestly, I think I am one. Things just seems so weird if I've got nothing to do. Working all the time was just like challenging myself up to a certain limit. I'm always in doubt regarding how far I could go by just keep working non stop.

I still miss Wudinna, miss those kind of life where you could just relax and keep going with your work.It's really funny when everyone is in doubt of what is the reason behind that I don't really feel like coming back to Adelaide. The first thing that came up to people's mind is actually, 'Did you met someone there?' Well, hell not! I don't think much will happen in 6 weeks time. I love the life at Wudinna, I miss the Hospital Ball, the Mexican Night and of course the Great Escape up the mount and way far to the coast.

I guess it's reasonable working all the time now, it's time to save some money for myself and planning for the future. I can't wait till the financial year end, it's time for tax refund again! I've work so hard and part of it goes to the tax, and now I want to get it back! How bad is that when I don't have any income during my placement and I've been spending for all the food.

Well, I've been working 8 days in a row and the marathon is still going. I have another 6 days to go for the next day off. I need to be really motivated for that. It's been really tiring but I'll have to keep going, can't give up when I'm half way through.

Time flies, I can't believe that I actually finished my Diploma and Cert 3 in one and a half year, what kind of intensive course is that? There's heaps of things happening all these while, I just really need to face the reality. I could only say, it's been great after all for having so many people with me especially the love one. I'm so sorry for being so busy all the time, but it's been really precious having everyone with me all these while. I fight to stay back as there's precious things that means a lot to me. I'm not giving up and I won't unless there's no choice.