Saturday, September 18, 2010

First time ever=)

Okay! I guess I haven't been disppearing for a long time aye?? Hehe... I was just busy with heaps of assignments and work. It's tiring... I mean really! I did a few night shift and went back to class the next day, it was kind of like feeling restless for the whole day. I need to keep moving during class just to make me stay awake. You'll know how it feels like when you work from 11pm to 6.30am, get back and have a shower, have a half an hour nap and get back to class from 9am till 4.30pm. I guess I'm alright managing it, but somehow I'm still not a Superwoman aye? I'm just trying to do whatever I can.

I know lots of you are gonna nag at me. I don't need that, it's more than enough. Just let me know that you care and will be there for me. That's the best gift to me=) All of that was stressful and more than enough to be added in my life. I know what am I doing and I'm trying my very best.

Anyway, I went to CINEMA today!! I've been wanting to watch 'Going the Distance' all these while. My dream came true! OMG!! I think it was awesome and good=) It was funny and meaningful, especially for couples that was currently in long distance relationship. I think long distance is gonna work actually. It's not gonna be easy but somehow if they manage to get through everything, it's gonna last forever. Sometimes, being in distance makes the connection better because you'll talk a lot over the phone, there's things that you won't talk about if you're being together everyday. Anyway, you need lots of effort and leaps of faith to get there=) and of course with the same commitment! Hahaha... Don't lose to distance as that's not your enemy, go for it and left no regret.

Honestly, that movie makes me thinking about lots of things. It's kind of touching too especially on the moment that they're gonna leave. Nothing is impossible, LOVE is just the same too=)

Time flies aye?? =S It's just exactly 90 days to go and I'm going HOME! OMG O.O I can't wait to go back... Seriously looking forward for that. I'm wondering is there gonna be any changes when I'm back this trip. I wish there is, but of course it's gonna be what I've been wanting. I just wish that what you wanted to say what the same like in my mind. There's things that should be spoken out aye? I don't want to come back to Adelaide with my mind and heart full of questions again =S My life ain't gonna be good in that way. It's gonna be great if I can give myself some confidence. In the other way, I'm afraid it's not what i thought. I gotta think of the worst part too right? It's not a habit anymore, I guess in somewhere or sometime, it becomes part of my life. I can't do anything, I'm just waiting for the time to lead me over to the next step.

Time to sleep aye? I'm soooo tired... and the damn migraine that was bothering me the whole day. Gotta take medicine..=( I'll have to work again tomorrow, kinda worry how's the allocation? Pray hard=)