Hey, Happy Chinese New Year guys... Well, I'm somewhere else for Chinese New Year this year, didn't manage to go back to my hometown. For the first time, things was so different. Seriously, I have the feeling of being left out by everyone back there, i couldn't share the joy and the moment you guys have there.

I tried... Try to catch up with things, but it's just impossible. I understand things, and yeah, that's fine. Seriously, can't believe that i was here for nearly half a year already. Someone said that nothing is impossible with determination, if there's dedication, I could accomplish anything. At least this give me some motivation.

Have been really tiring these days, didn't manage to sleep well. I think i need a rest, but there's still way to go before I could actually rest. Too much things to worry, stress+ tension= tears
Pillow gonna wet again tonight=.=

Things gonna start all over again, in a brand new environment! I'm looking forward for that but really need to cope well with it. Well, at least i accomplish one of my other mission again this time. Just gonna hold on tight and get through it!

It's a long way to go again before i could go home. Apparently, another 10 months to go. And yet, i don't even know when is the date. Just realize that if you have faith on things, it's gonna come true. Pray hard, try your best and you'll be alright. Don't blame anything, go on with your life no matter how it is. Hmm... I really hope someone will bring me home>.<