I guess I'm really homesick now, everything just push me over the edge... I'm tired and i'm not invincible! Yupe! I wanna go home, i wanna go home! I miss my bed, i miss my room that i could cry all the way as i like.

Everyone keep telling me that they have faith in me that i could overcome all the circumstance and challenges. I know I'm not that strong, I'm just pretending all the time. It's actually that i make myself to look strong in front of everyone. Nothing much I could do, I just wanna know when can I go home???

Well... Ignore me... I'm just grumbling around, that's the way i could let out eveything. I didn't meant to make anyone to worry about me. I'm sorry for making everyone worry about me. I don't know what can I do, somehow i really wish that i could drop on the bed and never wake up again for the entire of my life. Or could time stop by?

I'm tired mentally... It's placement in 2 weeks time and it's summer class after this. Everything just come over all in once. I really need something to hold on.