Tuesday, March 1, 2011

It'a never too late but the road is yet to go...

I'm stressed out, everything just come all in once. They either never come or just come all together. After all, it's just about the same, study, work, assignment, test, placement and relationship. I only have 24 hours in a day and 7 days in a week. That might have to be divided among all of the above. I don't seems to have much time left for sleep and my own aye?!

Getting through the audit was really a great relieve! I'm glad I made it, and seriously... my vaso vagal nerve is killing me... Felt like puking and going to the toilet at the same time. Loss my appetite for that whole day=(

Can't believe that time flies! Just 2 more topics to go and I'll be going for the last placement. Hey people, I'm leaving in 2 weeks!! I feel anxious, excited, nervous, scared and heavy hearted. I didn't expect to leave Adelaide for 6 weeks for the acute care placement. The most important thing is, I HATE travelling on bus for so long, 8 hours is no kidding man!! To and from takes up one of my day=(

There is nothing really bad actually, it's just that schedule are packed and I'm tired. I'm doing good here, hoping to have more time to do my work and spending it with the precious one. I guess I'm really lucky to have all of the loved ones with me. There's bad part too, I know it's human nature that wanting to know and talks about whatever they saw. But being fair enough, mind your own business and clear up your own mess instead of being too caring to the others. Look at yourself, you might not care what people judge on you, but be shame on it though. What you're trying to judge on people actually reflects back on yourself.

I'm happy with things now, it wasn't the end yet but I guess I've made a right decision for setting such goal. Things seems to be easier if you're not alone and life gets better too=) I understand that there's nothing that would be the same all the time, but I'll try my best to keep it up with effort.