What makes me say so? I've been wandering about that as well. I guess it's probably due to some articles and readings. It's not too late to actually realise the needing of living life to the fullest. By looking through, it's not only about enjoying life. The underlying meaning includes striking the best in achieving dream, maintaining body health, slow down the pace of life and appropriate time frame for relaxation.

It is true that I've been pushing myself too hard for the past 18 years. Life is short. I love the immortal lines by William Henry Davies-- What is this life if full of care, we have no time to stand and stare. It explained the purpose of life. There is no meaning living a life without appreciating the outstanding scenery. Believe me or not? When you feel down, tilt your head backwards and look up on the sky. You'll figure out the best scene that could eventually cheer you up!

I'm not trying to be emotional, but this is simply what I want to express. This is a crucial year for me to work hard. No kidding! I'm not trying to push myself harder, but I should grasp every opportunity that could lead me to another stage of life. I reckon it's time to stop grumbling that I'm really tired, I should have get used to the lifestyle. Even though 3 weeks is incredibly short, but that is better than none. This is a year that I have to be disciplined and managing my finances with full care. Social life is tempting but I have to be determined by not affecting my study and work. Laziness is UNACCEPTABLE at all!

I'm not a perfectionist, but it's too hard to feeling repent after all. I believe with determination, nothing is insurmountable=) Aza Aza Fighting!!!