It's the first day of Diploma aged care placement, and I'm back again to Ananda. To the same place, to the same wing. But there's surely things that was different, there's only about 5 resident that was still remaining in the same wing, I guess the rest was being transferred and R.I.P.

How should I say how is it like for this placement? I'll probably discuss it further more in the coming days, I've still got 19 days to go. For the first day, I'm just getting used to the medication round and route of administration drug. I'm glad that I get to do some obs like BP, BGL and SpO2. Somehow, I actually do prefer to work with someone which have more experience.

OMG! It's only the first day of placement, but I'm feeling so tired. Now I'm wondering that is working on the weekend a good choice? I would probably be really exhausted by the time when everything is finish. It's such a torture when I have to wake up 5 something in the morning when I'm so tired. It's okay anyway, that's what we call life. All I wanted to do when I'm back from placement is just sleep, hardly have any energy to do anything. Anyway, I just wanna learn as much as possible and have fun for the placement.Fingers crossed that everyday is gonna be better.

很多人都在不停的问我，为什么不要交男朋友？再不然就总是不相信我没有男朋友。其实就算要解释我也说了很多遍，也没有必要再去强调了。也有人说，身边那么多人，为什么你就没有考虑接受他们，要求别放得太高。其实我没有任何的要求，只有适不适合。其实应该说很久前，我就开始把人距以千里之外，也许害怕了吧，就只想过好自己的生活。对不起，也许你一直想努力的走到我的生活里，可是一直就只是站在门前进不来。

我总在说，日子很忙碌，我没有时间谈这些。老实说，是不是借口我也不晓得。对，我的确是忙，可是也许也有逃避的成分存在。我只是知道，我什么都不想去在意，只能够把顺其自然挂在嘴边。也许有天吧，我会找到不再逃避的理由，会找到一个值得我的珍惜的人。