Just don't really believe that time pass by as this speed... It's gonna be a new life soon! I don't really know how to express the feelings now... Am I gonna miss someone badly? There's so much of question mark...

Seriously, I'm afraid of things since i'll be going there alone without my parents... I know that I gotta be really really strong this time, there's won't be anyone close to rely on...

This is the path that i chose, this is my ambition and this is what i want... There's nth i could do but just try my very best... The future is in my hand, I am the master that could change everything. I'm gonna prove everything with my hard work..

I promise i'll work hard... I don't want to regret on anything! I know it's hard trying to be strong out there... But the only things i could do was holding back my tears and move forward. That's the way we can grow and that's what life is.

I need resistance on lots things... I'm not gonna have any relationship, what i want was just concentrate on studies. I don't wanna make anyone to worry bout me...Arhh... hw could it be so hard trying to be strong!!!

Nt much time left for me, just few days to go. I wanna spent it with my family.. No matter whatever happens, I'll just face it bt nvr try to run away... Gonna be brave!!!