Hmm... I've been really tired recently. Lots of things could happen, people just came in and out of my life. Don't go just as you like, don't invade just as you feel like. I just don't know what happen all in a sudden. Being honest, i do hate this person in some way, just don't know the way of him trying to get into my life.

But I think I was kind of being stereotyping, and I knew I wasn't being nice to you. I'm sorry about that, I'm treating you like I did to everyone now. Just like what I said, everyone deserve a second chance, and I'm sure you do. But the final decision was still up to you. You might have your own way of living a better life.

I just don't know why, I thought I won't, but I realize that I do care about what you said. I feel sorry for not facing some of the matter in the first place. But I hope you understand that I wasn't being nice, but I think i do care what you said, for whatever reason it is. I seriously don't know. Thanks a lot for being honest to me, I appreciate it, at least you know what's the problem.

I just don't feel like thinking so much. All of my time just gone like I never knew. I knew I'll sort it out someday later.