Friday, October 7, 2011

~Too much happening in my tiny world~



Hey guys! It seems like I've been away for quite a while. Sorry for not updating this blog, I'm pretty sure I'll need ample of time to update what I'm currently up to. Just gotta say, I'm back in Malaysia and in just a few weeks time I'm leaving for Adelaide again. I just can't put my feelings in words, and there's definitely too much to be describe.


In the past few weeks, I spent my time at Penang, Kuala Lumpur and Kuching. Even though it's just less than a week time at Penang, but it was undeniably AWESOME! It was heart stacking having to leave. I've been questioning myself every night before sleep if all of this was just a dream. How I wish it was, I rather believing this is just a dream, than having to realize that it's so painful getting back to reality. Dear God, thanks for giving me so much!


5 days in Penang is probably the most memorable moment in my life. There's things that I couldn't explain, there's moment where I laugh so hard because of those joyful moments. There's moment where I feel like crying seeing those touching moment. There's moment where you can see tears in my eyes, not because I'm feeling sad, but there's someone who understand me from the bottom of the heart, and caring for me like never ever before. Distance are tearing us apart, but you'll always be the special one. I wonder when'll be my next trip back, but I know we'll keep our promise towards achieving our own dream in life. I always hope there's an 'IF' in life, but we all know things would never be the same even there's an 'IF'!


Anyway, Congrats to my dearest Bro and Ai Sin for their sweet wedding! Wish you guys all the best in the future and eternal love. This trip back to Penang was definitely different from my previous trip back. It's only been 2 years since I last went back, and most of the relatives doesn't seems to be able to recognize me. I wonder if there's so much changes in 2 years period? It has been really funny that people seems to recognize me wrongly and with such a ridiculous assumption.


I have no idea what's in my mind at the moment. But, I'm still tired from the 4 months+ of hard work after finishing my Diploma. It's really been tiring coming back this time. I spent most of my time travelling from one place to another. Can't believe that I've catch 6 flight for this trip back, and yet it's not the end.


I know it's impossible, but how I wish I could stay longer in where I am now.