我也很长一段时间没有用华文写部落格了，突然有种冲动想要写下目前的心情。感觉华文退步了好多…不晓得怎么了，可是最近的我好累，心情都蛮低落，也好想回家。有些事情，当自己拥有时，总不晓得他有多珍贵，失去时才懂得他的重要性。

不晓得怎么说，人类就老是爱把事情复杂化，所以人生才那么累人。在短短的时间内，真的能够发生很多事情。所以我常说，无论你有多坚强，还是会有用完的一天。面对需要勇气，逃避总是解决不了事情。

以前的我，很想要自由，现在的我有了自由，但我很想家。人永远都在追求不同的东西，其实知足才能活得更轻松开心。当然，目标不能少，只是必须懂得满足。我知道自己想太多，顾虑太多，所以压力总是很大。也知道妈妈不停的担心总是把自己逼得很紧的我，担心压力会影响我的健康。对不起，总是让你们担心！有时很努力的忍着，可是眼泪还是掉了下来。身旁的人不停的询问我几时回家，当下的我真的都在想，大家都回去了，何时才到我？也许过去的我不曾对爸妈说过我爱你们，可是来了这里，发觉自己长大了，发现很多自己不曾察觉的事，家人永远都排第一！

无论发生什么事，日子还是要过，唯有往前看…可是我好像还有着重量的包袱！

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I’m back! Well… I’m sorry for not updating my blog. I’ve abandoned it for quite a while. This is my 200th post, at last i reach 200, such a long way!Just too much things happened recently, don’t really have the time to write something. I’m just gotta briefly describe how is it.

22Dec09
It’s the day to eat glutinous rice ball, it seems like impossible to get it in Adelaide. But really thanks to Caroline, Debrah and Li Qun for putting the effort to make it on their own. It’s special when you get to eat something that was way back from home. That’s really nice^^
24Dec09
Merry Christmas! It should be Christmas Eve, but Australian celebrates Christmas on this day. I don’t really celebrate Christmas way back at home but I love the feeling of Christmas. Hmm… We have Christmas dinner at Hosanna, lot’s yummy stuff to eat. It’s the carolling session after the dinner. Everyone enjoy the night very much!

31Dec09
It’s the last day of 2009, can’t really believe that. When I look back for the year of 2009, the most memorable moment was when I’m working in Japan Boat for about 7 months. Hey, I love you guys so much! That will be the moment that I wouldn’t want to forget in my life time. I do enjoy the time there! I’m glad to know you guys and always keep in touch now and then.
Besides that, I spent the other time with my family in KK, Penang and KL. While the rest was my life in Aussie. Nothing much that could describe in words, but I know it’s the beginning and the turning point of my life.

I join the countdown with the rest of my friend that day, there’s 10++ of us. It is my first new year in Adelaide, I have all sort kind of feelings. Miss home, excited for a new year, looking forward for another threshold and etc. It’s kind of weird actually, keep on questioning myself how nice if I’m with my family.

I have to admit, I never thought I’ll miss home that much before I was here. It takes time to realise how much does your family means to you. No matter what happened they will always at your back and never let you down. I love you guys!

1Jan10
I got a new room for myself, I think it will be better in this way. No carpet so that it won’t cause much allergy problems for me. It’s alright even though there’s no sink, I got a bigger space, and double bed.
14Jan10
I went for Ice Skating with Caroline, Debrah and Li Qun. I really have fun on that. It’s been quite a long time since I really have fun, from the inner of my heart. Jie jie, now I get what you mean that you think ice skating was fun. If there’s a chance, I hope that the 4 of us will go back there again.


Basically, most of the time I was just doing assignment, watch movie, and go to city or library. I have to practice healthy lifestyle now. Need to go for a walk in the park early in the morning once in a while, sleep and wake up early! I have no idea how much movie I have watch, about 4-5 in a week, can’t really remember what I’ve watch. But I’m in love with Nicholas Sparks, his novels was remarkable. I’ve watch The Notebook, Nights in Rodanthe and A Walk to Remember. All of that make me cry.

I’ve been watching some movie that was to with dancing lately, it really makes me miss dancing! Dancing used to be the way that I could express myself and relieve stress. I really miss those moments that I could dance freely on the stage… Well, I don’t think I have the chance anymore. Just got to enjoy the show.

Hmm… Nothing is impossible, it’s really true! Just want to concentrate on study now, and pray hard that I could get a job as soon as possible. Joining D12 tomorrow, I hope that everything will be fine.