Hmm…发觉自己不再有那么多的时间写下自己心里头的感觉了，不知不觉，在这里也接近半年了，真是光阴似剑，时光如梭…现在进入了工作和读书并和的时候，老实说真的不容易，可是我知道自己会坚持，因为这条路是我选的，也清楚自己想要的是什么。

还有个星期我就在这里半年了，其实在这段时间里我都不曾真的放假，半年里头就只有2个星期吧！所以有时候觉得好累，即使是来临有两个星期的放假，但是还是想努力工作赚钱。其实我喜欢也享受这份工作，看见老人家们过得开心，自己也会很安慰。有时候看见他们那样子，也会心疼。

其实真的好想家哦！当大家都聚在一起但却少了我时，真的好难过。在这么遥远的我，却不能在当下和你们分享喜悦。听见朋友们来来回回的回了家几趟，真的不禁在想，何时才轮到我。二月份要结束了，表示我还有大约9个月的时间应该就有机会回家了。所以我誓言要好好赚钱，以自己的能力付生活费，自己买机票回家，花自己的钱。爸妈为我付出的真的很多了，我今年也真的18了，该靠自己了吧！想好好报答他们，用自己的能力让他们来澳洲旅行。

其实如果没有家人，好多难关我真的不晓得自己能否熬下去，我只能说是眼泪伴随我成长。当我发现自己不再有那么多依靠时，真的一夜间成长了，很多事情即使是不晓得也要放2百个心跳去尝试。

我很庆幸自己今天能走到这里，如果当初的我没有坚持，今天的我或许还没成长，或许真的后悔了。

Hey, Happy Chinese New Year guys... Well, I'm somewhere else for Chinese New Year this year, didn't manage to go back to my hometown. For the first time, things was so different. Seriously, I have the feeling of being left out by everyone back there, i couldn't share the joy and the moment you guys have there.

I tried... Try to catch up with things, but it's just impossible. I understand things, and yeah, that's fine. Seriously, can't believe that i was here for nearly half a year already. Someone said that nothing is impossible with determination, if there's dedication, I could accomplish anything. At least this give me some motivation.

Have been really tiring these days, didn't manage to sleep well. I think i need a rest, but there's still way to go before I could actually rest. Too much things to worry, stress+ tension= tears
Pillow gonna wet again tonight=.=

Things gonna start all over again, in a brand new environment! I'm looking forward for that but really need to cope well with it. Well, at least i accomplish one of my other mission again this time. Just gonna hold on tight and get through it!

It's a long way to go again before i could go home. Apparently, another 10 months to go. And yet, i don't even know when is the date. Just realize that if you have faith on things, it's gonna come true. Pray hard, try your best and you'll be alright. Don't blame anything, go on with your life no matter how it is. Hmm... I really hope someone will bring me home>.<