Okay, I'm not trying to EMO, but I guess it's due to hormonal changes. I just felt kind of weird, couldn't really put that in words. Am I tired? Yes indeed... Finished off 10 case study and a learning guide in a week time, I guess I haven't been sleeping for nights. For goodness sake, my day and nights are once again upside down.

It's such a relieve to finished that off, but I've never really got a chance to lay back for a while. I'll be working 3 night shifts in a row from Tues to Thurs. After all, I've got class from Wed to Fri, it means no sleep for me at all. I'll see how it goes, probably would drop one of the day. I'll have another shift on Sunday morning, that would be my last shift before getting off for placement.

Whatever it is, I just feel really weird now. I'm probably coping to the feeling of being so relieve out of a sudden, but it's not the end yet. There's still another research topic to deal, gotta produce a proposal for research.

Hey there, I've got another member in my teddy family again=) Isn't that adorable?! Honestly, I felt so heart stacking to actually eat that love shape chocolate on the teddy. I guess I'll keep it=) After so much consideration, I'll probably bring him and Zac together with me during placement. I've been wanting to bring Gulliver as that is my favourite but it doesn't seems to be able to fit in my luggage. Anyway, gotta give this new teddy a name=P I've have him and Zac with me at Wudinna.

Hahaha... You might think that I'm extremely childish! Yes, I got to admit that=) I can be really childish but I'm always serious dealing with matter. I watched Gnomeo and Juliet with Jasmine on Saturday night. O-M-Geeee... It was AWESOME! Gnomes are so adorable and it is just different from the original storyline of Romeo and Juliet. It is freaking funny when William Shakespears appear in the storyline. It is a happyily-ever-after ending which is really sweet! But as we know, that would never appear in real life. I always know that life ain't a fairy tale.

I can't believe that I'm leaving in a week time. Seriously, I'm not prepared to leave Adelaide for 6 weeks yet. I might miss a lot of things in Adelaide. And I know that this 6 weeks is gonna be a tough time. No matter what it is, I'll need to have faith in myself and others. Hopefully this 6 weeks will go through really quick.

I'm stressed out, everything just come all in once. They either never come or just come all together. After all, it's just about the same, study, work, assignment, test, placement and relationship. I only have 24 hours in a day and 7 days in a week. That might have to be divided among all of the above. I don't seems to have much time left for sleep and my own aye?!

Getting through the audit was really a great relieve! I'm glad I made it, and seriously... my vaso vagal nerve is killing me... Felt like puking and going to the toilet at the same time. Loss my appetite for that whole day=(

Can't believe that time flies! Just 2 more topics to go and I'll be going for the last placement. Hey people, I'm leaving in 2 weeks!! I feel anxious, excited, nervous, scared and heavy hearted. I didn't expect to leave Adelaide for 6 weeks for the acute care placement. The most important thing is, I HATE travelling on bus for so long, 8 hours is no kidding man!! To and from takes up one of my day=(

There is nothing really bad actually, it's just that schedule are packed and I'm tired. I'm doing good here, hoping to have more time to do my work and spending it with the precious one. I guess I'm really lucky to have all of the loved ones with me. There's bad part too, I know it's human nature that wanting to know and talks about whatever they saw. But being fair enough, mind your own business and clear up your own mess instead of being too caring to the others. Look at yourself, you might not care what people judge on you, but be shame on it though. What you're trying to judge on people actually reflects back on yourself.

I'm happy with things now, it wasn't the end yet but I guess I've made a right decision for setting such goal. Things seems to be easier if you're not alone and life gets better too=) I understand that there's nothing that would be the same all the time, but I'll try my best to keep it up with effort.