Aza Aza fighting!!

Here it GOES!!! Just another week to go for my placement^^ Got to FIGHT till the end! I hope that everything will go through smoothly. Crossed fingers and pray hard for a job… It’s fast, I just mention that November is here not long ago, and now it’s December coming just 2 days to go… My birthday is COMING and Christmas is COMING!!! Hoohoohoo… Everyone was in Christmas mood…

This is what happen to my toes after two weeks of placement, i got pressure area just like the residents, and it's swollen now... Dear toes, you gonna take care for this coming week >.<

Just 9 days to go and I’ll be at Adelaide for 3 months, couldn’t really imagine that… What happen throughout these 3 months? Can’t really tell everything but even I myself can’t believe so many things could happen in this short period. I consider 3 months as short as there’s still a long way for me to go… I know how to overcome that, just don’t worry… Don’t ask what, you know the answer, I won’t tell, just wanna keep everything to myself. Hopefully it won’t overflow in the bottom of my heart.

Waiting for mommy to post over my stuff now, miss all those things that I couldn’t bring with me. How good if I can bring my room here. I don’t know how many obstacles is there in front of me, I know I couldn’t stop crying but I’m sure I can stand up strong after that. It doesn’t matter how it happens, the main things is that you learn and gain something.

No one would know how to stand up if they never fall, human being doesn’t exist to know everything in their life. I never give up what I really wanted in my life, what I do was just hold on tight and appreciates every single opportunity. I’ll give up if I gave myself a best try and that opportunity doesn’t belongs to me.

I have lots of stories to share with everyone, but just don’t have much time for that. I promise I’ll share some of my stories after my placement. Probably what I saw and experience throughout the placement. Although working as a carer was demanding, but I’m happy with what I’m doing. You could see things in different perspective and even in the way the older person sees their life. I have a lot to learn from them, some of them undergo World War 1 & 2, and some of them were so optimistic that could live happily even after severe stroke. I know I was way too young after all, those residents always call me young little girl or young Michelle. Anyway, I’m really 17 at the moment, couldn’t deny that. The hardest part to work as a carer was most probably dealing with the other staff, some was nice but some wasn’t.

To all my dear friends,

I’m really fine here. Having my 3 weeks placement and coping well with everything. I love the freedom and the way I learn to be independent here. There’s lots things that can’t express in words, but it will comes to you when you experience it. Everything was lovely for me here but just the weather that drive me CRAZY! It’s freezing cold these days, and I was quite happy to see it rains heavily, for the goodness sake I haven’t seen rain for quite a long time already. Hehe… I’m not Sakai, but you will understand if you’re here… And the other things, CHICKEN!! You will surprise if there’s no chicken, even people out of Hosanna will know its CHICKEN everyday…

I know that quite a few of you guys was still considering about your future path, I’m happy to give some advice but that’s what I think and experience. Just wanna wish everyone good luck and all the best! I seriously miss everyone so much.

Naahh… Just wanna say I’m not coming back this holiday, just 2 weeks for me, I don’t think I can push myself in the plane and come back here again that time. STOP asking me please… Hehe, you guys really makes me wanna go home. I’m alright by the way, at least I didn’t crying all the way just because I miss home. That feeling will only comes to me when all sort of pressure exerting on me and when I’m not busy. Anyway, I couldn’t join the reunion and hope that you guys will take care!