Exactly 2 months time=)

Oh yeah *claps*... It's exactly 2 months time to go, and I'll be back at home! It's not I wanted to go home, but desperately!! I guess lots people was gonna turn crazy if they're not back home for more than a year. I'm not crazy yet, but I get kinda homesick and feels exhausted. There's no way for me to kind of like relax if I'm here, I couldn't figure out, but I'm pushing myself real hard here.

Work was kind of stress recently. There's lots of 'happening' things which changes the atmosphere of the working place. I'm worried that I couldn't finish on time, as I'm hopping all around recently, with all the residents that I've never did before. I'm glad that everything turn out to be fine, but I'm feeling so tired. My back and muscles was achingly pain, I guess I hurt myself during work. Geezz... Why are the old people so heavy? Or I'm a little tiny baby?

Oh! My soul's gone somewhere. Haha... Imagining all the happening and wonderful time I'm gonna have in 2 months time. Well, I GOTTA get through the placement first! I wonder where I'm gonna end up, just pray hard it's not gonna be where I don't want to.

I'm trying to make myself not to think so much recently. I'm tired, I just wanna sleep, I'm busy and that's it. I'm kind of mad on something, you know what? I don't hate you, not at all, but for your goodness sake, I don't give a damn thing on you, instead... You're the one who make things hard. Or did you really want me to tell you the truth? I don't care what do you wanna do, but don't be childish. Maybe I'm blind sometime before this, but I thought at some point we've spoken it clear enough.

And for some other reason, I'm mad too... I'm sorry for not being there on time my friend. Like what I said, put your feet in others shoes before pointing your fingers everywhere. You're smart all the time but not this time. Dig a hole to protect your precious but you're trap in there too. Sit back and think carefully before trying to compare a friend that you knew over a year and another which you knew just a few months ago. Sorry means nothing my dear! Be sincere if you really wanna apologize. Yea, that's right. Apology can be accepted but the harm being caused couldn't be neglected. Do you seriously think it's worth doing that, I'm sorry to say that you're stubborn instead of genius this time. Well, that might be your own value of life and I'm not gonna judge it according to my point of view.

Alright! I need to stop with that! Otherwise my anger would never stop! Hmm... I'm working tomorrow, hope everything's gonna be fine=) I'm gonna watch 'Charlie St. Cloud' after work tomorrow! I'm being good to myself recently, work hard, study hard and big treat for myself!

Anyway, OMG! Congrats to LCW, KKK/TBH, KKK/CEH and WMC! You guys did well hey! I can't believe I watch it live online... I used up a big amount of my internet data, but that's alright, I'm happy! It was tremendous to see KKK/TBH in action, you guys are so dramatic mann! I love those action and funny facial expression, it's AWESOME! Eventhough WMC only manage to get a silver medal, but cheer up girl, we know you did well! You tried your best! Hmm... I'm really curious about the happy ending of the relationship between LCW and WMC! Is it true? By the way, I always thought the breakup was some kind of distraction so people won't concentrate on the relationship instead of badminton. After all, I still think they are perfect match, lovely couple=) All the best yeah! I'm looking forward for the coming Asian Games! It seems a bit hard as the host country was China, they might have the advantage of being a host country.