A relieve.. but NOT yet..

Yeap, It's such a relieve to finish my Mental Health assignments in a week time. I wonder how many hours did I slept for these few days after working a night shift and staying late for assignment every night. I'm worn out and exhausted, I really was. I was stressed up and wanted to talk to someone, but somehow it's always the wrong timing, everyone was so busy and stressed up with exam too=(

It's alright, I'll be telling you I'm okay, but I doubt about the fact. There it go when I rely so much on my teddy again, I just need to hug you tight.

It's a great relieve for not having anything bothering me, I can look forward for placement and continue with my working with no worries. I'll try my best, make myself busy so that my brain is fully occupied. I'm really nearly there, just about 35 days to go. Sounds great aye?=D

I seems to be letting go pretty good, at least I think it's good for me. Living my own life is what I want after all. Did I changed after being here? Yeah, I think I'm more mature with thinking and realise how realistic is people in the society. Honestly, I hate it. I wish I could live in a fairy tale with no devil around. No one is perfect, perfect is simply just imperfection. Think about how perfect you are before trying to pick on others weakness. Don't be so picky as people will be picking on you too=D

I'm looking forward to go home. After all, don't freak out on my changes. I'll still look like little girl but I've grown up with all the tears. People says that you're never gonna be alone, but believe me, somehow or sometime in our life, we are alone. It just depends how do you look at it.

Just live to the full, cry to the hardest and laugh to the blast. Live everyday as it's gonna be the last day, no one knows whether tomorrow or accident come first.